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Hello everyone!~ It's been a while. :meow: I've gotten a bit busy getting ready for school, which I have already started, August 13th, which is Very, Very early for this year.. And to be honest, I would be lying if I said I was great.. ^^;

I been under ultimate stress the night before I returned, I actually even had a nightmare. Well, when I woke up and arrived to get my schedule, I actually calmed down. I've gotten kind and fun teachers, whom I look forward to. So, were it has gone wrong: the other students.

I almost have NO classes will my very close friend mewmewcupake, who I rely on very much, which leaves me in a very, very, stressful spot. Although the teachers and school work would be the problem usually at the start of the school years, this time, it's everything doing with the students. Bullies and students who I've never seen are in my classes, 1st to 8th. They can be very violent and intimidating, as I am very vulnerable to. I feel stuck, confused, and even terrified. I've actually been picked on my first day.

Sometimes, I even feel I am not even safe in the classroom, let alone inside the school. I feel abused emotionally by the little things they say.. As I am a person who takes word for word. I also feel ignored by some of my friends, who I must REALLY must be with to calm down.

Also, I've gotten a phone that is a Galaxy Mega (a huge monster) that my dad bought for me, as I did not ask for. As soon as I took It out, everyone rushed  over and threw careless words at me. "Why do you have such a big phone??" "Is that a tablet?? Why do you have one??""Why don't you get a smaller phone??". They always lash out, as soon they sence something foreign I feel everyone is slowly ganging up on me for what I enjoy, as if it is something offensive. I do realize, I tend to use underused tactics, watch/ listen to something very rare, ETC. I feel that no one longer respects my intrests/hobbies. I sometimes feel to just give up and root for everyone else, being successful.

My self-confidence is very damaged by this point. I don't think my art has potential enough to be noticed. I feel, well, maybe there are DEFINATLY better people who deserve it. My art is a bit pushy, and strange, where I can lose inspiration very easily. Anyway, all those students see I'm someone who is spoiled... maybe I shouldn't complain and just realize it..

I've gotten home (after being taunted by a VERY intimidating girl one period) with my neighbor and I broke down crying twice while alone. I now fear to go to school now, seeing those people glaring at me. Cornered, an outcast, I am many things.

I apologize for my rant.. ^^; Probably your problems are worse, I don't understand why I complain..
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Avery Caloca
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
I am :iconamv-artist: Or Avery, Aven, Bleh. XD I've gotten into to the anime world after my good friend :iconkitty2kat: Inspired me with my first ever anime, Tokyo Mew Mew. I then moved on to several other experiences (Angel Beats, Black Rock Shooter, Boku no Pico.... :iconexcaliburfaceplz:) then I found the wonder world of ~Hetalia~ I am currently a Hetard that does nothing all day except look at Fanfictions, read History, and sit in my Icey cosplay for random reasons. XD

-Facts about me you might've not of known-
I live next door to :iconmewmewcupake:
I have Hypsophobia, Gelotophobia, (very bad) Necrophobia, Ashenophobia, Athazagoraphobia, and Hoplophobia
I am 16
I am American, Russian, and might have Polish and German in this body.
I have Pink eyes in Anime mode. I have Dark brown in reality
I am 5'5

I have Blood Type AB.
I awkwardly stand in the middle of the classroom like ";^;".

USA Language Level stamp4 by Faeth-designRussian 3 by Faeth-designJP Language Level stamp2 by Faeth-design

People I know IRL:
:iconmewmewcupake::iconcelestialbunny::iconhell-bleach::iconsimplyalaina::iconthelegonerd10:

There is a difference when I cosplay as Russia and Icey: Peoples attitude toward me:
Russia: :iconbackawayplz:
Iceland: :iconyuiglompplz:
Belarus: :sprint:

:iconmewmewcupake:'s and my fabulous ways of RP'ing:

:iconamv-artist:

Dear, Principal Germania,
I have been having many problems since I have been attending Hetalia World Academy and meeting the students there:
RUSSIA IS THE VIRUS ON MY COMPUTER!!! :iconcomebackplz:
AND CHINA!!! HE NEEDS TOSTOP POPING OUT OF THE BUSHES NEAR THE BUS STOP TO OUR SCHOOL AND SCARING THE CRAP OUT OF ME!!!:icononionnouplz:
AND AMERICA!!! DOES HE EVEN KNOW HE LIVES ACROSS HIM?!?!:icondestroyplz:
AND SWITERZERLAND KEEPS DROPPING SHEEP POO ON MY FRIEND AT NIGHT!!! :iconheadacheplz:
AND ROMANIA KEEPS GOING LIKE "DUN DUN DUUUUN" EVERYTIME SOMETHING DRAMATICA HAPPENS AND HE HAPPENS TO BE THERE!!! :iconsaiyanplz:
P.S. RUSSIA IS HIDING UNDER MY FRIENDS BED!!! GET HIM OUT OF HERE!! :iconrocketpunchplz:

- Avery Itanashi

:iconmewmewcupake:

Dear Avery,

I'm sorry, I cannot do anything about America, China, and Romania.

I'm kinda scared of Russia, so I won't do anything about him.

I will soon confront Switzerland about this...

-Mr. Germania

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OTP's:
NorIce
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GerTalia
Other parings I can't remember
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STAMP TIME~:
Tokyo Mew Mew stamp: tokyo mew mew by FairyxWingz
Rosario + Vampire Rosario Vampire Animated Stamp by xnekomatax
Dance in the Vampire Bund Mina stamp by Fairie-Tails
Elfen Lied :thumb194414401:
Fruits Basket Stamp: Fruits Basket by Moliski
Angel Beats Yui angel beats Stamp by RikkuTenjouSs (Yui Chan!~ :la:)
Murder Princess Stamp - Murder Princess by Suxinn
Black Butler Kuroshitsuji Stamp by AnDarkPrincess
Girls Bravo Girls Bravo Stamp by ThePurplePyroHedgie
Ouran Highschool Host Club Ouran Highschool Host Club Stamp by DogFreak108
Spice and Wolf
Lucky Star Lucky Star Dance Stamp... by Sheepio
Negima?!: Magister Negi Magi Negima Stamp by Moliski
Chobits Chobits by Gilligan-Stamps
Baka and Test Baka to test stamp by k12hanchi
Soul Eater SOUL     EATER by 80avatarfan80
Hetalia: Axis Powers and World Series Hetalia - Axis Powers Stamp by Yuzuki-Nitsu
K-on! K-ON Stamp by KishiFishy
07-Ghost Stamp - 07-Ghost by PixAlchemist
Black Rock Shooter


Tokyo Mew Mew :iconglompsomethingplz:Tokyo Mew Mew Stamp by PanajandroMew Ichigo stamp by SA948-StampsMew Mint stamp by SA948-StampsMew Lettuce stamp by SA948-StampsMew Pudding stamp by SA948-StampsMew Zakuro stamp by SA948-StampsIchigo stamp by Iloveyoukisshupink bubblely spin stamp by Random-StrawberriesTokyo Mew Mew Power Stamp by LoffygluTokyo Mew Mew stamp by fireheart120Mew Berry Stamp by WanderingCluelessPurin and Taruto by IloveyoukisshuTMM Alien boys Stamp by IloveyoukisshuIchigo stamp 3 by Iloveyoukisshuichigo stamp by TwilightRED7Mint stamp by TwilightRED7lettuce stamp -last142day- by TwilightRED7Pudding stamp by TwilightRED7Zakuro stamp by TwilightRED7IchiRyou by SionnaDehrIchigo stamp by DarkSxKittenMint Stamp by DarkSxKittenLettuce Stamp by DarkSxKittenPudding Stamp by DarkSxKittenZakuro Stamp by DarkSxKittenKisshu Stamp by MooFrog44

Hetalia: :thumb195633928:thanks to hetalia... by sugarbearkittyHetalia animation stamp by Naru-NisaHetalia flags stamp by natersalhetalia stamp by adventuregirl101Hetalia: Deal with it by JanbearpigAnimated Hetalia Stamp by LaytonsAssistant18Hetalia Nordics Stamp by AkiraNoruMOE. by AlchemyOtaku17Russia stamp - kolkolkolkolkol by Riona-la-crevetteHetalia Stamp by zb5766[Stamp] I support Spamano by WhiteShadow234Stamp: PrussiaxGermany by JanbearpigSoviet Hetalia Stamp by LaytonsAssistant18BTT Stamp -Fail- by WhiteShadow234Hungary Austria Prussia Stamp by AlchemyOtaku17APH - Axis Marching Stamp by 2DeaChibi Hetalia - Gif by smilesarebetterAPH - Allies Marching Stamp by 2Deahetalia ending stamp by JulesieHetalia: America x Italy by Vulpixi-StampsHetalia Anti-Hate Stamp by InsertNamesHereHetalia - Axis Powers Stamp by Yuzuki-NitsuStamp: USxUK by JanbearpigHetalia GIF ^^ by kisshugirl:thumb203115572:Hetalia Axis Powers - Gif by smilesarebetter:thumb173642167:Stamp: RussiaxChina by JanbearpigDisco Pogo Stamp by WhiteShadow234Stamp: NorwayxIceland by Janbearpig-Iggy Pocky Stamp- by WrenAgainBlack and White APH Stamp by winter-ameHetaoni stamp by veronica-the-foxAPH: Axis Stamp by ChibikaedeSpamano Stamp by WhiteShadow234[Stamp Request] Prussia selfcest by WhiteShadow234APH: Allies Stamp by ChibikaedeStamp: ItalyxGermany by JanbearpigMarukaite Chikyuu by dragon-sigmaHetalia Axis Powers Stamp by TheWritingDragonProud to be a Homestucker and Hetalian by PrincessCillerenda.-.Baka.-. by VenomousViper3oHetalia Dancing Stamp by veronica-the-fox+Asia hare hare yukai stamp+ by BlackLadySangoRude stamp by veronica-the-foxStamp - Hetalia Fan by MJ-KagamineI'M THE HERO stamp by those-silly-demons[RQ] FrUK Stamp by WhiteShadow234[RQ] Asakiku Stamp by WhiteShadow234Americat Stamp by veronica-the-foxPARTY HARD stamp by those-silly-demonsGermany Rapeface Stamp by veronica-the-foxItaly Wave by lilaclila:thumb183431320::thumb183766210::thumb183431503::thumb183431752::thumb183431925::thumb183432059::thumb184417355::thumb184417298::thumb183766324::thumb183431637::thumb183897906:Hetalia Forever! by lilaclila

Angel BeatsAB :: SSS Stamp by vikifanaticstamp :: angel beats by icy-rainAngel Beats Stamp by Dbzbabekanade Tachibana stamp by ffz3Animated Angel Stamp by GekxGevalAngel Stamp by GekxGeval:Stamp: Angel Beats-Yuri by RaveLegendNaoi Stamp by AshteritopsGirlDeMo Stamp by Nerox-KunAngel Beats Chair Stamp by Chocolate--IceYui angel beats Stamp by RikkuTenjouSsAB::HinataOtonashi's stamp by KaiiKaiiAngel Beats Stamp 2 by Nerox-KunAngel Beats! stamp gif by AngelvilaYuri Nakamura Stamp by GekxGeval"Knockin on Heaven's door" by artboy70:thumb188124028:Iwasawa Masami Stamp by foundcanvas14TK by artboy70:thumb329068809:

Other Anime that I can't remember Negima stamp by AriannaPeytonAsuna AN Stamo 02 by xnekomataxNegima by djshinigamiremBaka rangers-stamp by AriannaPeytonNegima Stamp by DemoniumAngelAsuna AN Stamp 01 by xnekomataxnegima fan - stamp by Darkness-chanSet-chan and Ojou-sama Stamp by Tsuba-chamaAsuna A_LY_YA stamp by CibiaHNegima AN Stamp by xnekomataxNegima by Snowfeather150Negima Stamp by MoliskiTakumi x Akira Stamp by duck4presidentsaAsuna Stamp by duck4presidentsaAsuna stamp by Monkey-Girl146
Soul Eater - Stamp by KizushikSoul Eater - Kid Stamp by CometTheMicroraptor:thumb94604135::thumb138705465:Soul Eater: Teachers by NikkiXOdd4evaSoul Eater Stamp by AlClairblackstar yahoo- stamp by mr-tiaaSOUL     EATER by 80avatarfan80 Scream for Soul Eater by 80avatarfan80Soul Eater Fan- stamp by ohhperttylightsExcalibur Stamp by morfachas:thumb99682899:Soul Eater stamp 8 by Neji-x-HyuugaDeath the Kid Actual Stamp by 80avatarfan80I support friendship stamp by LadyBeelzeEmo Kid stamp by Neji-x-HyuugaDEATH THE KID by 80avatarfan80Twin Pistols by 80avatarfan80soulxeater stamp by rhymmDeath the Kid-stamp by BiilaSE: Maka with a guitar stamp by Kaze-yoStamp - Soul Eater by Kaki-GraphicsSoul Eater - Gif by smilesarebetter




I'm blue, dabadiee, dabadaaa by N-B-R-artworkMusic Inspires Me. by PhysicalMagicStamp - I love singing alone by BlueHunterRain Stamp by Zephyr-Stamp.Stamp. Hug Me by KillMePleaseGodHating Parents by Its-An-InfernoI Love My Music ::Stamp:: by himiko-hedgehogOnline friends stamp by SuyyWhy I boycotted fandoms. by lostforeveragainOlder - Krissi001-Stamps by stamps-clubStealin' Ur Stamps Stamp by AnnaethGreenleafShojo stamp - Amersill by stamps-clubDO NOT FAVE - I Love Anime by stamps-clubAnime - Marshmellowbrains by stamps-clubWar stamp - Amersill by stamps-clubAnime IS Art by StarDragon77Anime 24-7 stamp by Miho-Nosaka-stampsWestern Cartoons are Not Anime by jocund-slumbermake tea not war by colorfusionableI use :3 too much by capriciousgamzeeehetalia stamp by adventuregirl101I'm Tsundere Stamp by xXKikaru-ChanXx
Meiko Stamp by WhiteShadow234SF-A2 Miki Stamp by WhiteShadow234Luka Megurine Stamp by WhiteShadow234IA Stamp by WhiteShadow234Gumi Megpoid Stamp by WhiteShadow234[Stamp Request] Hatsune by WhiteShadow234[SR] Teto Kasane Stamp by WhiteShadow234[RQ] Oliver Stamp by WhiteShadow234[RQ] Sakuya Stamp by WhiteShadow234[Stamp Request] Slenderman by WhiteShadow234N. Italy Stamp by WhiteShadow234Germany Stamp by WhiteShadow234Japan Stamp by WhiteShadow234America Stamp by WhiteShadow234England Stamp by WhiteShadow234France Stamp by WhiteShadow234China Stamp by WhiteShadow234Russia Stamp by WhiteShadow234Canada Stamp by WhiteShadow234S. Italy Stamp by WhiteShadow234Spain Stamp by WhiteShadow234Prussia Stamp by WhiteShadow234Austria Stamp by WhiteShadow234Hungary Stamp by WhiteShadow234Poland Stamp by WhiteShadow234Lithuania Stamp by WhiteShadow234[SP] Estonia Stamp by WhiteShadow234[SP] Latvia Stamp by WhiteShadow234Ukraine Stamp by WhiteShadow234Belarus Stamp by WhiteShadow234Stamp Request~ by WhiteShadow234[SP] Sweden Stamp by WhiteShadow234[SP] Finland Stamp by WhiteShadow234Denmark Stamp by WhiteShadow234Norway Stamp by WhiteShadow234Iceland Stamp by WhiteShadow234Belgium Stamp by WhiteShadow234H.R. Empire Stamp by WhiteShadow234

Okay, I apparently have a couple other bodies XD

Which Hetalia Character Are You?
Which Hetalia Character Are You?
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What Vocaloid Are You?
What Vocaloid Are You?
Hosted By theOtaku.com: Anime

Hetalia! What Country Are You?
Hetalia! What Country Are You?
Hosted By theOtaku.com: Anime

What K-ON! Band Character Are You?
What K-ON! Band Character Are You?
Hosted By theOtaku.com: Anime

What Lucky Star Character Are You?
What Lucky Star Character Are You?
Hosted By theOtaku.com: Anime

What Negima Girl Are You Most Like?
What Negima Girl Are You Most Like?
Hosted By theOtaku.com: Anime

What Mew Mew Character Are You?
What Mew Mew Character Are You?
Hosted By theOtaku.com: Anime

Which Chobits Character Are You?
Which Chobits Character Are You?
Hosted By theOtaku.com: Anime

What Style Fits You?
What Style Fits You?
Hosted By theOtaku.com: Anime

What Is Your Entertainment Career Path?
What Is Your Entertainment Career Path?
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I have problems.. :iconpointdownplz:
What Is Your Level Of Randomness?
What Is Your Level Of Randomness?
Hosted By theOtaku.com: Anime

What Popular Video Game Genre Are You?
What Popular Video Game Genre Are You?
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What Role Do You Play In An Anime?
What Role Do You Play In An Anime?
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What Is Your Level Of Sanity?
What Is Your Level Of Sanity?
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What Food Corresponds to Your Personality?
What Food Corresponds to Your Personality?
Hosted By theOtaku.com: Anime

Are You A Tsundere Or A Yandere?
Are You A Tsundere Or A Yandere?
Hosted By theOtaku.com: Anime

If you are still there and looked at all my junk... Thank you.. :meow:

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lucykuro444 Featured By Owner 6 days ago
Hi!
Thank you sooo much for the watch! :3
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LadySnowBirdCosplay Featured By Owner Sep 2, 2014
Thank you so much for the watch!!!!!
Also thank you for the Germany gift!!!!
=D

~LadySnowBird
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AMV-artist Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You are very, very welcome!~ :hug: It was awesome meeting you at SacAnime~
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LadySnowBirdCosplay Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2014
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It was so nice to meet you too!!!
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shrexual Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2014  New member
thank you so much for the watch!!! ; v;
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